133. Lost Stars

I'm sorry for being to clingy. I keep repeating the same song since yesterday. And today, I got a news from somewhere about something. It made me cry. It's been so long. I can't remember when was the last time I cried like that (like this because I will cry out of sudden).

I lost something. I can say that they're stars. I lost my stars. I'm sorry I cry. I'm not ready for this. It's a lot to take. This is so sudden. It happened twice. I'm sorry. Please give me some times to heal myself and move on from this. I can't bear to lose all of you, my stars. I'm sorry.

I remember I've posted a photo in instagram with "the greatest fear of not being home is you lost something back home when you are not around. All the promises and memories mix up and you are all left there don't know what to do. And something is gone. Never come back." written as the caption.

It will never be the same. I hope I will remain the same. I hope.

132.

Assalamualaikum semua yg membaca. Sihat? Aku sihat bertambah sihat semenjak balik Malaysia ni. Hahaha. Iyaaa sekarang kat Malaysia Tanah Tumpah Darahku. Hehehe.


Selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan Malaysia dan Selamat Hari Malaysia!

Ini pos yg setelah sekian lama tak update blog pakai laptop punya. Haha. So macam excited sikit nak bagitau yang finally I got my very first laptop in my lifetime. Haha. Lenovo je. Tapi tak ingat la Lenovo apa. G500 kot? Hehe layankan je. Warna hitam kacak dan menawan.

So, just nak tulis pasal tu. Insya Allah will be more active update blog lagi lepas. Nak share gambar gambar daripada Jepun nanti. Insya Allah.

Will get soooo busy tak lama lagi. Harap semua orang sihat dan jaga diri.
Till then.


p/s : balik Jepun 22 September ni. Doakan selamat perjalanan ya?

131. Teh hijau

Assalamualaikum. Aku selalu percaya walau sejauh mana pun kita terpisah, kita masih berkongsi bulan yang sama, langit yang sama, mentari dan bintang yang sama. Aku berat nak lepaskan pergi semua memori. Tapi aku rasa aku perlu. Sebab memori tetap tinggal memori. Dan janji, ada masa tak ditepati. Aku tak letak harapan apa apa pun pada kau, tak berjanji apa apa pun pada kau, dan tak mungkin akan jadi apa apa pun antara kita. Aku sayang kau. Aku harap satu hari nanti aku boleh ada rasa cinta pada seseorang. Yang rasanya sama macam rasa cinta aku pada teh hijau. Yang cintanya dan dirinya sama seperti teh hijau. Aku berharap.